A letter t0 Sara..

Oh Sara it d0esn't matter what y0u say
I just can't stay here every yesterday
Like keep 0n acting out the same
The way we act 0ut
Every way t0 smile
F0rget
And make-believe we never needed
Any m0re than this
Any m0re than this

0h Sara it d0esn't matter what y0u d0
I kn0w I'll never really get inside 0f
y0u
T0 make y0ur eyes catch fire
The way they sh0uld
The way the blue c0uld pull me in
If they 0nly w0uld
If they 0nly w0uld
At least I'd l0se this sense 0f sensing
s0mething else
That hides away
Fr0m me and y0u
There're w0rlds t0 part
With aching l0oks and breaking hearts
And all the prayers y0ur hands y0u make
0h I just take as much as y0u can thr0w
And then thr0w it all away
0h I thr0w it all away
Like thr0wing faces at the sky
Like thr0wing arms r0und
Yesterday
I st0od and stared
Wide-eyed in fr0nt 0f you
And the face I saw l0oked back
The way I wanted t0
But I just can't h0ld my tears away
The way y0u d0


Sara believe I never wanted this
I th0ught this time I'd keep all 0f my
pr0mises
I th0ught y0u were the girl I always
dreamed ab0ut
But I let the dream g0
And the pr0mises br0ke
And the make-believe ran 0ut...

S0 Sara
It d0esn't matter what y0u say
I just can't stay here every yesterday
Like keep 0n acting 0ut the same
The way we act 0ut
Every way t0 smile
F0rget
And make-believe we never needed
Any m0re than this
Any m0re than this

And every time I try t0 pick it up
Like falling sand
As fast as I pick it up
It runs away thr0ugh my clutching hands
But there's n0thing else I can really d0
There's n0thing else I can really d0
There's n0thing else
I can really d0
At all...