Day after day, time pass away

And I just can't get you off my mind

Nobody knows I hide it inside

I keep on searching but I cant find



The courage to show to letting you know

I've never felt so much love before

And once again I'm thinking about

Taking the easy way out



But if I let you go, I will never know

What my life would be holding you close to me

Will I ever see you smiling back at me?

How will I know if I let you go?



Night after night I hear my self say

Why can't this feeling just fade away?

There's no one like you, you speak to my heart

Its such a shame we're worlds apart



I'm too shy to ask, I'm to proud to lose

But sooner or later I've got to choose

And once again I'm thinking about

Taking the easy way out



But if I let you go I will never know

What my life would be holding you close to me

Will I ever see you smiling back at me?

How will I know if I let you go?

If I let you go, oh baby



Once again I'm thinking about

Taking the easy way out



But if I let you go I will never know

What my life would be holding you close to me close to me

Will I ever see you smiling back at me?

How will I know if I let you go ?



But if I let you go I will never know

Will I ever see you smiling back at me?

How will I know if I let you go?

If I let you go

Najwa@wawa.. Anak sedara aku.. Bwh p0k0k manggis sempat p0sing2 lg.. Dah tadika tahun ni.. Nex yr pun tadika lg.. Xtiv sket dia neh.. Da 3-4 tempat sertai pertandingan menari, wakil tadika.. Yg blkg x pakai baju tu ayah dia.. Aku sentiasa pakai baju.. S0pan! Hahaha..

What You Are To Me..
A quick glance, a tender smile
I am caught in a spell
A gentle touch, a warm embrace
I know that all to well
A soft voice, an unspoken love
Across the way I see
A kind face, an inner beauty
That's what you are to me..

Batrisya@dyda... Lama da x pm ngan dak kecik ni kat arena.. Ske sgt dia kac0 aku.. Aku pun ske dia kac0.. Maen kat sh0utb0x.. Mintak plusses? Bankrap aku.. Nak taw inf0 pasal kakak dia slalu kena rasuah plusses.. Haha.. Tp takpe adk.. U always make me smile.. Thanxs... Sabar ngan apa yg terjadi.. Redha.. Jgn putus asa.. Lyf must g0es 0n!!!

Ni la keta encik zul yg dlm previ0us entry tu.. 'the beast'.. duk dlm keta tu rasa mcm duk dlm kokpit kapalterbang.. Meter berterabur.. 10? 12? Lupa da aku.. X termasuk ngan gadjet2 laen lg tu.. Papepun keta ni mmg p0wer.. Laju.. Tak0t sey duk sebelah pil0t.. Rasa mcm nyawa duk ujung *cens0red* je..
Keta ni ada l0udspeaker.. Kalau g r0nda2 k0ntan bleh ng0rat awek tanpe perlu kuar dr kete.. Hehe... Kacau 'gaban' pun x yah lg susah2 nak turunkan cermin kete.. Hahaha... Papepun.. Utk kwn aku s0rang ni.. 'burn rubber br0.. N0t s0ul..'

Diskriminasi menjatuhkan aku
Reputasi kini menjadi bisu
dan aku , ku layu
disitu

Mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru
itulah impian aku


Dan bila kau menghilang
Musnah la, musnah impian
tuk menggapai bintang
terangi hidup ku
Ku mahu kau tahu
engkaulah, destinasiku
dalam ingatanku .. oh oh oh…

Kerana diri ini tak daya lagi
menempuh hidup yang ku temui
dan aku , ku tunggu .. oh oh oh
disitu

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itulah impian aku

Today I m feeling so low as you are not with me,
I miss u every moment wherever I may be..

My mind sets no where and just thinks about you,
I wanna talk a lot with you but our talks are due..

My lips are trembling and calling your name,
I cannot see you in front of me and I m going through this pain...

My tears are in trauma should they flow out or lay inside,
they want to roll down my cheeks but could not decide.

My one hand holds the other as it cannot hold yours,
It wanders for only your warm touch , I m sure.

My heart beats gets faster wishing you might be here,
giving me the feel of joy, love and care...

How much I love you is all i know,
i just feel it and I dont want to show.

I miss you with every beat of my heart, no doubt
you are the only one of whom i can think about.....

RM19000
Ptg selasa, 5pm..Tengah sy0k layan tenet tetiba bunyik duit syiling jatuh... Oo tep0n aku yg bunyik.. Msg alert.. Aku bukak msg then aku sengih..
Msg yg aku dpt
"SHELL PROMOSI"
Tahniah Kad sim
Anda tlh di pilih
"SHELL.SDN.BHD"
Berjaya meraih
Hadiah Utama
"RM19,000.00"
Sila dail ditalian .
Hahaha hampeh.. Sampai ble la msg mcm ni nak berenti.. Adeh...

ASMARA ORG PENCEN
Di suatu malam yang dingin, di dalam
sebuah bilik yang sederhana
besar, diatas katil....... sepasang
suami isteri yang telah lanjut
usia baru masuk tidur.

Suaminya telah mula mengantuk tapi
isterinya terbangkit perasaan
ghairah malam itu....

Si isteri bersuara,
"Dulu-dulu tu..... abang selalu pegang
tangan saya bila kita nak tido."

Suaminya dengan separuh sedar,
menggenggam tangan isterinya, lepas tu
mula mengantuk
semula.

Beberapa ketika lepas tu, si isteri
bersuara lagi,

"Kemudian tu.... abang selalu cium
saya."

Si suami dengan rasa terganggu,
mengangkat kepalanya dan menyentuh
bibirnya ke pipi si
isteri.

Lepas tu sambung tido balik.

Selepas beberapa saat, si isteri
bersuara lagi,

"Kemudian tu.... abang selalu
gigit-gigit leher saya......."

Dengan perasaan marah dan geram, si
suami melontar selimutnya dan
bangun dari katil
tu.

Si isteri bertanya, "Abang nak gi mana
tu?"

Dengan marah suaminya menjawab,
"Nak gi amik gigi la ni!!!"

Glenn Danzig-Mother


Mother
Tell your children not to walk my way
Tell your children not to hear my words
What they mean
What they say
Mother

Mother
Can you keep them in the dark for life
Can you hide them from the waiting world
Oh mother

Father
Gonna take you daughter out tonight
Gonna show her my world
Oh father

Not about to see your light
But if you wanna find hell with me
I can show you what its like
Till your bleeding

Not about to see your light
And if you wanna find hell with me
I can show you what its

Mother
Tell your children not to hold my hand
Tell your children not to undesrstand
Oh mother

Father
Do you wanna bang heads with me
Do you wanna feel evrything
Oh father

Not about to see your light
And if you wanna find hell with me
I can show you what its like
Till your bleeding

Not about to see your light
And if you wanna find hell with me
I can show you what its
Yea

Not about to see your light
But if you wanna find hell with me
I can show you what its like
Till your bleeding

Not about to see your light
And if you wanna find hell with me
I can show you what its like
Mother
Yea

Redemption Song lyrics


Old pirates, yes, they rob I;
Sold I to the merchant ships,
Minutes after they took I
From the bottomless pit.
But my hand was made strong
By the 'and of the Almighty.
We forward in this generation
Triumphantly.
Won't you help to sing
These songs of freedom? -
'Cause all I ever have:
Redemption songs;
Redemption songs.

Emancipate yourselves from mental
slavery;
None but ourselves can free our minds.
Have no fear for atomic energy,
'Cause none of them can stop the time.
How long shall they kill our prophets,
While we stand aside and look? Ooh!
Some say it's just a part of it:
We've got to fulfil de book.

Won't you help to sing
These songs of freedom? -
'Cause all I ever have:
Redemption songs;
Redemption songs;
Redemption songs.
---
[Guitar break]
---
Emancipate yourselves from mental
slavery;
None but ourselves can free our mind.
Wo! Have no fear for atomic energy,
'Cause none of them-a can-a stop-a the
time.
How long shall they kill our prophets,
While we stand aside and look?
Yes, some say it's just a part of it:
We've got to fulfil de book.
Won't you help to sing
Dese songs of freedom? -
'Cause all I ever had:
Redemption songs -
All I ever had:
Redemption songs:
These songs of freedom,
Songs of freedom.

The Usual Suspects ( 1994 )





Verbal : What the
cops never figured out, and what I know
now, was that these men would never
break, never lie down, never bend over
for anybody. Anybody.
Dave Kujan : Do you know a dealer named
Ruby Deamer, Verbal?
Verbal : Do you know a religious guy
named John Paul?
Dave Kujan : Did you know Ruby's in
Attica?
Verbal : He didn't have my lawyer.
Jeff Rabin : I'm telling you this guy is
protected from up on high by the Prince
of Darkness.
Keaton : I'm a businessman now.
Interrogation Cop : Yeah? What's that,
the restaurant business? No. From now
on, you're in the gettin'-fucked-by-us
business.
Verbal : Back when I was picking beans
in Guatemala, we used to make fresh
coffee, right off the trees I mean. That
was good. This is shit but, hey, I'm in
a police station.
Verbal : Where's your head, Agent Kujan?
Where do you think the pressure's coming
from? Keyser Soze - or whatever you want
to call him - knows where I am right
now. He's got the front burner under
your ass to let me go so he can scoop me
up ten minutes later. Immunity was just
to deal with you assholes. I got a whole
new problem when I post bail.
Dave Kujan : So why play into his hands?
We can protect you.
Verbal : Gee, thanks, Dave. Bang-up job
so far. Extortion, coercion. You'll
pardon me if I ask you to kiss my
pucker. The same fuckers that rounded us
up and sank us into this mess are
telling me They'll bail me out? Fuck
you. You think you can catch Keyser
Soze? You think a guy like that comes
this close to getting fingered and
sticks his head out? If he comes up for
anything, it will be to get rid of me.
After that, my guess is you'll never
hear from him again.
Verbal : Who is Keyser Soze?
Verbal : Who is Keyser Soze? He is
supposed to be Turkish. Some say his
father was German. Nobody believed he
was real. Nobody ever saw him or knew
anybody that ever worked directly for
him, but to hear Kobayashi tell it,
anybody could have worked for Soze. You
never knew. That was his power. The
greatest trick the Devil ever pulled was
convincing the world he didn't exist.
And like that, poof. He's gone.
Fenster : They treat me like a criminal.
I'll end up a criminal.
Hockney : You are a criminal.
Fenster : Why you gotta go and do that?
I'm trying to make a point.
Kobayashi : One cannot be betrayed if
one has no people.
[ about Keyser Soze ]
Verbal : Then he showed those men of
will what will really was.
Dave Kujan : Do you believe in him,
Verbal?
Verbal : Keaton always said, "I don't
believe in God, but I'm afraid of him."
Well I believe in God, and the only
thing that scares me is Keyser Soze.
Verbal : [ to Kujan ] If I told you the
Loch Ness monster hired me to hit the
harbor, what would you say?
McManus : We gotta bury him.
Hockney : With what?
McManus : With our hands.
[ McManus starts digging ]
Hockney : Oh, this is nuts! It's dry
fucking sand, McManus. When he rots the
surfers are gonna smell him a mile away!

McManus : Dig, you fuck!
McManus : You run and we're gonna be
digging a hole for you..

Your heart says stay and battle the pain, but your mind says leave for all this isnt needed, broken into pieces for that one an only. But follow your heart because the heart can only take so much

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Khas Buat Tersayang

Pada rindu ini,
Ku simpan senyumanmu....

Terasa manis di kala
Ku terkenangkan saat indah
Pertemuan kau dan aku...
Pada cinta yang mekar ini,
Ku berpegang teguh.
Padamu sayang,
Ku sandarkan impian agar jadi kenyataan....
Harapanku hanyalah satu,
semoga ikatan ini berkekalan
seperti yang diimpikan.

Salam Sayang
Get well s0on..
Miss u s0 much..
P/s: c0py n paste 0nly.. Im n0t dat r0mantic... :p

Test!

kambing yg da siap dik0rbankan.. Secara x langsung aku kena jual kambing tu kat pasar malam.. 1st xperience aku jual kambeng.. Haha.. Sr0n0k gak.. Laju je bisnes.. 30RM sekil0! Pakcik kay0.. Ada sesapa nak beli kambeng leh k0ntek aku.. Haha.. 1 perkara yg aku ske tentang kambeng ni,. Dia punya tanduk.. Sebijik mcm l0g0 kumpulan punk yg aku ske dulu 'DANZIG' mana2 geng metal yg nak wat pemujaan leh la c0ntact aku gak.. :p

Upacara penyembelihan kambing 0stralia.. Kejam? Xlah.. Dah memang dr dulu nasib dia mcm g2.. Tp kesian je aku tgk kambing tu masa kena tarik nak g ke tempat sembelih.. Kambeng tu 'brek' guna 4 kaki.. Ishk.. Nasib k0 la kambeng.. Hahaha

dah lama x g tempat ni.. Sg kenau kat Sungai lembing.. Ni la tempat aku mandi manda.. Barbeque.. Air sejuk gile kat cni.. Yg kat dpn tu zul.. Yg belakang tu plak jef.. Bertambah sehat lak dak jef tu skrg.. Dah lapan kali ganda berbanding masa dia jadi ketua murid masa darjah 6 dulu.. Haha.. Xpelah jefry.. Janji sehat dah le.. U guys rawk.. Preng p0eber...

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Kulat ayam! Yum.. Yum.. Yum.. Memang best.. Wat sup.. Camp0r kepak ayam sket.. Carr0t sket.. Btg saderi.. Pergh!
X mkn nasik dah.. Mkn sup cendawan je ari ni.. Btw.. Thanxs t0 chef sam.. Memang best dia masak sup arini.. Menjadi sungguh.. Har har har.. Kembang je l0bang idung chef sam ble ada 0rg puji sedap sup dia masak arini.. :p n x lupa thanxs kat k0 sery a.k.a misery.. C0z kasi cendawan ni.. Es0k2 kalau ada lg k0 kasi lg n lg k.. Nanti aku trade ngan manggis kat umah aku tu.. Hahaha.. Aku taw ske sangat manggis tu.. Manis lemak bermadu kan? Kan? Kan? .. Hahaha.. X sia2 aku tetak batang manggis tu sambil marah2 kat p0k0k manggis tu.. Hahaha.. Gile hape! Tp tu lah petua 0rg2 tua ckp kat aku.. Aku yg k0l0t ni ik0t je la.. Ishk.. Nape g cite pasal manggis lak ni? Nanti aku ambik gambar p0k0k manggis tu msk dlm bl0g ni.. X sia2 mak aku beli anak p0k0k manggis tu berpuluh tahun lepas.. Dpt anak cucu n kwn2 aku merasa.. Sampai ke kuala pahang weh manggis aku.. En chux ske sgt k0 ek ngan manggis.. Panjat x reti, arap aku ngan dak gitarist tu je yg panjat.. :p

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Am i evil?

Setan?? Ishk.. Td dgr ceramah agama pasal setan neh.. Katanya setan ni dulunya mahkluk Allah yg paling setia.. Bila Allah kata dia nak cipta 1 makhluk laen dan akan ada 1 makhluk yg akan menderhaka kepadaNya.. Semua malaikat jd tak0t.. Jd malaikat2 ni pegi kat iblis a.k.a setan suh dia d0akan supaya dia0rg x termasuk dlm g0l0ngan menderhaka tu.. S0 si iblis ni mend0akanlah para2 malaikat ni supaya x termasuk dlm g0l0ngan menderhaka tu nanti.. Sampai iblis ni terlupa utk mend0akan untuk dirinya sendiri.. S0 ble sampai masa Nabi Adam diciptakan, para2 malaikat semua sujud kat Adam.. Kecuali iblis! Dia mempers0alkan pasal kemuliaan.. Dia dr api n Adam dr tanah.. Kenapa dia mesti kena sujud kat Adam? Adehh.. Bleh plak dia mempers0alkan suruhan Tuhan tu.. S0 secara aut0maticnya menderhakalah si iblis tu.. Start dr aritu dia berjanji akn terus mengg0da anak2 adam untuk menderhaka kepada Tuhan.. Dr kiri, kanan, dpn n belakang.. X dr atas kerana itu ialah kemuliaan Allah n x dr bwh kerana iblis x akn tunduk ke tanah.. Angkuhnya si iblis ni.. Penah satu ketika pd masa zaman nabi musa kalau x silap.. (Time ni dah dkt 1am dah.. Ngant0k b0h..)
Iblis penah mintak kat nabi supaya Tuhan ampunkan dia.. S0 nabi pun mintak la kat Tuhan supaya ampunkan iblis.. Tuhan ckp kat nabi.. Kalau nak diampun si iblis tu dia(iblis) kena bersujud kat kubur Nabi Adam.. Sekali lg iblis tunjuk dia punya samseng.. X nak dia bersujud kat kubur Nabi Adam.. Katanya masa Nabi Adam hdp pun dia x sujud, ni plak Nabi Adam dah mangkat.. S0 kekal lah iblis menderhaka kepada Allah.. Tu cite serba sedikit pasal pict yg aku p0st neh.. Sama2lah kte menjauhkan diri dr hasutan2 iblis ni.. Wasalam...